Things seems to get from Bad to Worst btw us.
Could'nt sleep at all thru the night.
It really starts to make me think abt us.
Everything is affecting us, Badly. Including our feelings.

Again,
I was tearing thru the night,
Tearing & hoping to doze off like i usually do.
but this time round i just cant slp.
Eye wide open,
Words, Memories all keep come rushing to me,
Everything just cut me deep and hard.
Feeling every min & sec how my heart breaking up, every drip of blood flowing out of it.
A Pain, that i don't even know how to describe.
The Pain that for past few years, i keep preventing & cautiously keeping myself away from.

You told me that you are feeling Numb,
but  do you know how torn my heart is now?
You came in as a Surprise, Sudden, unexpected & yet sweet and Pleasant.
But you left, ripping apart every single part of me.
Like drug, i'm addicted to it. yet now, its really killing me.
Keep asking myself what have i done to deserve all that is happening.
What the FCUK DID I DO?! why am i going thru this?!

Prolly is true,
i'm always just a fool.



I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you, now I can't stop
Started with a perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
There's no moving on



Day05;
Since the day you left.

Designer :Rissa


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