Monday, July 21, 2014
Has been awhile since I last blog..
But somehow here is the only place left whereby I can vent out all my emotions
Past 1 mth have been a emotional month for me.
Is like Falling in love with the right person at the wrong time
Feeling like I have missed crossing path with him many times
& when finally I got to meet him,
He no longer belong to me
All left of me was a broken heart.
Constantly aching since tat day(17th).
Hate myself for feeling so weak and fragile.
All this while, I have alrdy given up on 'relationship' such topic
Thinking all it ever does was really just 'break, burn, hurt & end'
But it was like finally someone tat came along and make you want to start believing it again.
But... Hmmm
Can't help feeling unfair.
Wasn't fair in the first place in terms of time
Do you think I was given a chance to choose the 'timing' to cross path with you?
Do you think I was even given tat opportunity to show how much I can & wanna be there for you?
No I don't! I don't get to choose at all.
Yet, it's like I'm suppose and have to face this 'consequence' alone.
& My heart just can't stop bleeding.
Know that I'm might be a fool.
But why is it tat I still choose to wait for you.
Day04;
Since we took a step back & agreed to be each's special friend.