3rd day.
Hurts me to see daddy so sad.
This few mths suppose to be the most tiring period.
But didn expect such stuff to happen.

Life is really fragile.
The last time i heard my parents talking abt my 4th uncle,
was him, suspecting that something is wrong with his health,
The very nxt moment,
my bro told me that my uncle had pass away.
What the fuck is this? seriously...
& worst of all happen at this period.

Knowing that my parents will be busying with the funeral.
Seriously, now me & sis really got to do even more stuff.
SUCKS, i'm really TIRED!
Zzzzz....

2011, Rabbit Year.
Was known that This year is suppose to be my year
Somehow i don really feel it.
Despite the fact today is alrdy 21st JAN 2011!!
I guess fortune stuff also follows the lunar calendar rite?
so according to lunar calendar,
now is still year 2010?
if not why is it that i still feel that there is ALOT OF EFFING BAD STUFF
Still Happening on/around me?!

Why is it that oways when i am feeling damn stress & F-up,
There will be OWAYS ADDITIONAL stuff which irritates me even MORE?
Does the prob lies wid me?
if not, what the fuck? seriously...
i'm losing my Patience alrdy.

Moreover,
I think is really time to end all the SHIT.
Perhaps like some advice i get, time to SHUT the door.
Coz i seriously effing hate it when there are oways things which keep trying to control me.
Honestly, I don really need Additional stuff to irritate me.
I have my own freedom to go wherever i wan,
do watever i wan, go out with whoever i wan,
ITs MY FREEDOM. & if others wanna fucking MISUNDERSTAND it.
Go AHEAD, i don really care, no mood to bother too!
& pls, don beco you ARE moody, so you try to irritate or influence me to feel that way too.
Coz it will only make me feel more IRRITATED, Disgusted, & DETEST you!
Just say, too bad.. afterall we not that close.
YOU DON KNOW ME WELL!
Stop adding more probs & burden to me.

THANKS GOD!
SERIOUSLY!!!
THAT MY BoyFriend IS TOTALLY NOT LIKE TAT!
THAT my REAL FRIENDS ard me are not like that!!
That my SISTERS, DArlings, BABEs ALL NOT LIKE TAT!


* MY MOOD Thermometer (DIS PERIOD); FUCKING NEGATIVE!

Designer :Rissa


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